My son from a previous relationship has Fragile X syndrome and will be in care for the rest of his life. He will never be able to live independently. I had decided after his diagnosis I would not have more children. Last week I found out I am pregnant and now approximately 8 weeks along. My husband wants to terminate regardless but I'm curious to find out for sure via CVS and then make a decision. If the baby is a girl and doesn't have Fragile X I would seriously consider keeping her even if it completely disrupts our lives. I have so many questions running through my mind. What if there is a reason this is happening? What if I get to be a mum again? How could I even make it work? How we will pay our bills? Will my husband resent me for trying to pursue this? I'm really just putting this out there because I feel too ashamed to talk to anyone without fear of judgement later on.